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My favorite quote...We all live in hiding. In one way or another each of us conceal pieces of ourselves from the rest of the world. Some people hide because their lives depend on it. Others because they don't like being seen. And then there are those special cases, the ones who hide because they just want someone to care enough to look for them...Which one are you?

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Baby Steps

Obviously I totally checked out of my life in the last week or so. And I mean totally! So now I am taking baby steps to get things back in order and already making a little progress. This makes me happy. I know that there will be some severe consequences for my "checking out," but I have to deal with that and I will. I won't be happy about some of those consequences (i.e. Sunday's weigh-in, 'cause it is going to be real bad), but I have no one to blame but myself. Sometimes this feels like such a recurring theme in my life. You would think I would learn, but apparently I don't because I keep repeating this stupid behavior. The worst part is...I know it is stupid and it is bad for me, but I keep doing it. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing hoping for different results?! Well, I never said I was sane, did I?

I like to try and balance my posts when I reveal I suck (please see prior paragraph)! I picked up my lab work this morning in preparation for my appointment Monday with my specialist. I was so happy to see that every single one of my lab results were normal with one exception. My stupid Creatinine. It is at 90, but should be under 30. But hey...I'm making progress still. So that is awesome. I just wish it was normal too! But my A1C is down to 5.3!! That is .3 less than the last time. The normal range is 4.8-6.0. Yay me!! Now I wait and see what my specialist says Monday.

Alright folks...off to bed so I can keep taking baby steps and make more progress tomorrow.

Consider it done: 1, 2, 15
Just getting started: 3, 12, 13, 21, 22, 25, 26
Needs attention: 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 14, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 23, 24

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