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Thursday, August 27, 2009

A Panic Attack?

So tonight (Wednesday night...sorry, this will post as Thursday, so I wanted to clarify!) I had to go to my LFP-Small Firms class. After the whole Monday night incident I have been petrified about this damn class. It was so bad that when I got to school @ 4:45pm today I sat in my car checking my blood sugar. I was shaky, felt horrible, was sweating, and had a racing heartbeat. I thought maybe my numbers were crashing...um, no. I was having a wee bit of a panic attack about my 8pm class! YIKES!

I raced inside, read some stuff I printed out and wrote 2 pages of notes before my 6pm class to help get prepared for my 8pm class! I even sent my LSBFF a frantic text at some point telling her I thought I was going to have a panic attack.

Class started at 8pm and MyMormonGirl and I looked at one another and both agreed that Prof. L looked mean. At some point my panic attack shifted and worked for me instead of against me. I raised my hand to contribute more in this one fear-filled class than I have in the last 3 years combined! I rocked this fucker!!!!!!!!! To the point that after class Prof. L asked me where I worked and how long I've been a paralegal and when I told him where I worked and that I've been a paralegal since 1998 he said, "That explains it. We've got us a ringer!" Holy shit!!!!

I'm loving on Prof. L right now! Even though he gave us an extra assignment (to write a Legal Memorandum) for the week!

Yes, I rock!!! LOL
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6 comments:

  1. DebbieAugust 27, 2009 at 8:13 AM

    That's awesome! I am having some anxiety myself today, but mixed with some excitement, too. I start up a new class tonight. I went back to school this semester after graduating college almost 13 years ago. Congrats on your bravery to speak up, I hope I can find some courage to contribute as well.

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  2. j'lynnAugust 27, 2009 at 9:22 PM

    Debbie~~Thanks for stopping by my blog & Welcome!!! :) You go girl! Wow...I am so impressed! You rock! I have a feeling that you rocked your new class tonight too! I cannot wait to hear all about it! :) I'll be thinking of ya! Good luck!! And remember...you can do anything!

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  3. Living Dees LifeAugust 28, 2009 at 4:53 PM

    you go girl!! what a great way to turn around the energy from negative to positive!! i knew you could do it!

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  4. j'lynnAugust 28, 2009 at 7:11 PM

    Thanks Blaez! :)

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  5. *~Dani~*August 31, 2009 at 8:06 PM

    You rock! But you knew I would say that ;)

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  6. j'lynnSeptember 1, 2009 at 12:57 AM

    Thank you Dani!!! Yes, I did know you would say that! LOL

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